This is just one of those bleak days.

The music in my ears is huge and bouncy and full of the energy that affirms life is worth living yet my mood is still flat and my eyes gaze towards a horizon that seems constantly shrinking further from view. I suppose if I sat complacent this could be mistaken for despair but it is instead proof that I am endlessly optimistic as I ceaselessly rush towards that faint horizon, seeking answers and hopeful I'll find them.