Yesterday I realized I had no New Year's Eve plans, and it took K asking me if we were doing anything for it to register that I'd made zero plans. No shows. No parties. Not even a dinner reservation. So I only reached out to my two closest friends, but even they don't seem to be doing anything tonight. New Year's Eve used to be fun for me. It was seeing out the old and celebrating the new. It was an excuse for a party. It was a happy event best shared surrounded by the ones you love.
Now it's just another day.
I don't have any resolutions. I learned a while ago that when you need to make change in your life, January 1st isn't gonna do it for you.
Change can start any day that you're ready to embrace it.
Change should start as soon as you're ready to embrace it.
So I have no plans for tonight, but I've already implemented plans for my life. There were stretches of time in 2019 I honestly didn't see how I would make it to 2020. But I'm glad I did make it here, even if in the grand scheme of things it's just another day.
Then again, isn't every day a triumph of some sort?
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